I stay very strong to fight this feeling..
I love him so much..
I never love someone so much..
everyone can see, y cant him??
I dont noe what else to do..
everytime i try to stand on my two feet.
i will fall back to the ground..
I much i love you & need you..
I have to let go..
U are not shayfiq i always know..
you are not the guy who i first fall in love..


everytime i tried not to fight.
i cant stand to fight wit him anymore..
i dont wan to fight with him anymore..
i want to spent time with him..
please, forget me watever i done...


i never want to start a fight..
Never..
I cant stand to see your face everyday.
fighting..
when we fight, i always think about the gd times..
but sometime i cant take it when he talked about my past.
the past i dont wish to remember..
people made mistake..
no one is prefect in this world..
i realize my mistake..
but it took you so long to have the trust back.
i have been trying to tell over & over again
that i love you so much, & i never want to let you go again..
coz i know i can never find someone like you...
but the patient is longer with me....


everyone thinks i bully him..
everyone thinks im the bad one...
they dont noe how much i hurt myself being with him.
bcoz i love him soo much..
& i know i cant let go if i wan to.
But noting lasts forever..
crying to myself infront of people..
im the one to be shame about..
i never i cry this bad for somebody.
& i noe im not strong euf to let go...
but the hurt inside my heart is becomin more numb...
i noe will regret watever im doin now..
but im sorry..
i cnt go on like this..
his patient, his kindness, his sweetness, his cuteness that i fall in love with,
is no longer ther..
i dont noe where is my shayfiq gone to.
to wait for him to come is like waitin for the rain drop..


whatever i tell him, he never wants to listen..
he never wants to put inside his head..
everytime he take it as a joke..
well, i hope i tell him this,
he wont take it as a joke,
coz its really not something for you to laugh at...
Nobody destroy this relationship..
its you who destory everyting..
without trust ther's no use of me stayin in the relationship..
i hope he will be fine..
thank you everything..
he used to never give up..
but i guess your patience reached the limit..
im sorry for everything i done..
just hope you know after i leave..
that i always have been lovin you....


thank you..

When ther's me & her..

takecare..

missing you...

The Ring He Bought for us... For our 1year 1month...

loving him....

I feel like she no longer ther..

I have no idea where & what happen to her..

After what happen between she & her ex last time..

she change...

as if i dont even know who is she animore...

she makes everyone fall of her, then she broke their hearts into pieces...

she is not that kind of girl i know..

everyday i watch her moves..

hopin to c that she will forget that jerk...
& not treat other guys the same...

Its been a long time since i talked to her..

N i cant hide it, i do miss her..

the times we spent together..

last time, every single day we would meet each other & have fun..

But now everything is over..

Remembering when she " if im attach, u will b the first person i will tell la, promise.."

the next thing i know by myself, u r attach already...

haizz..

i know where i stand around...

If she realize, now i nvr msg or call her animore, even wen i need her so much..

she got her own life on..

sooner she will forget abt me...

When i watch the movie bright war again.

it remind me of her..

bestfriends forever no matter wat happen...

sisters? hahah..

noting lasts forever...

**hope u r happy babe..

all the best for you & him..

if he ever dare to hurt you..

u know who to call k?

my policeman will catch him..

ahahaha.. =)

take care girlfriend..**

At last!!!

I got myself the camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Super happy...!!!!

hahahahaha!!!!!

Peace out!