If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

Sheeshaaaaa.......

Sunday, July 26, 2009 at 18:53

Sheeeshaaaa....

In middle of the road..

My two bestiee....

Myself...

Ceh!! C the smoke! heh!

me & jan..

& its SUNDAY!!

Gosh! nt euf rest sia...

haiyo!!!

Have being doing opening, closing, openin, closing..

gosh..

its killing me man..

Went out to follow my sis conred hotel..

finish her work while i study for my FFT..

super stress la..

took the practise test at internet..

freakin keep failing..

damn! c la, nvr study..STUDY wat..

heheh..

practise2..

Met my two bestie..
The four us, thinkin wer to go..

then we decied to go SHEESHaa again!!

hahah..

so four of us walk to bugis..

talk2, walk2, laugh2, sing2..

like crazy kids.. hahah..

At sheesha, we played true, dare..

Damn funny sia..

my sis asked jan,

"wat hav u seen???" lol!

big? small? soft? hard? crispy? medium?

which one??

WTF!

shayfiq is only guy ther..he was wtf sia these gerls...!

goodness...

hahaahah!

funny sia..

then talked to jan about stuff..

**babe.. be patience okie.. everything is gonna b fine.. have faith in it okie..

i hav been thru wat u r goin nw.. so i noe hw u feel..

it hurt damn bad la.. i noe.. but remember, life hav to go on..

even if takes a long time to get over it..

try ur best..

but i can you its hard.. u noe hw long i take to forget abt muz rite??

almost 1year..

u might b the one who suffer alot.. later u will nvr noe wat will happen..

so babe.. take it slow k..

REMEMBER tat u also hav ME!

i always b ther for me..

wen u need or dont need me... okie..

i love you babe.. **

thats all folks..

sighin off..

RockChix

I'll play for you.

Fireworks..

Saturday, July 25, 2009 at 07:51

It was saturday..

& i was dragin myself to work..!

i have to work alone..

wth! boredness sia..

It wasnt really busy..

have time to update my blog, watch video clips, chat..

I told him was super bored,

My ex, confernce everyone i noe in chat..

it was funny & full of laughter..

Unstop action!!

Then it was time!

Took my own sweet time to close n get ready..

Went down to tamp.

I slept during the "linggang perut"

hahah..

sleepy sia..

msg2 people..

whee! go home!

but i wasnt goin home..

Me goin home wen its only 6plus?? NO WAY!!

LOL..

Who else i meet,

My bestie gerlfriend..

So we went to watch fireworks..

Got ALOT of handsome guys..

as wat we both do best..

(Look.. They smile, We smile..)

But before that just who i saw!

Him.. My ex..

he with his friends..

then he msg me..

we join them for dinner at tong seng..

then j & me wanted to go home first bcoz i wanted to drink..

wth!! okie2.. drinkin is bad, but i wanna try once.

so y not nw..

im a free bird.. so do watever i cn as it last..

heheh..

we went to 7E to buy the drink, Blackcurrent vorka...

it teste gasy & bitter..

it was nice la.. not bad..

ouh gosh..

Good Girl Gone Bad..

hahah..

So as we walk, he wants to send me home..

so, i think2..

okiela.. since he is goin the same direction..

why not..

talk2 about the past.. how we noe each other,

wen we remember, both of laugh.. stupid sia..

hahah..

send me under the blk neat to the bussptop..

then off we go..

Wonderin.. Will ther be us again..

too bad, wat is gone is gone..

Sometime we don't treasure the someone..

& when they are already gone..

Thats the time when u regret & there's no point..

singin off..

RockChix..

I'll play for you.

I Don't give a fuck anymore..

Friday, July 24, 2009 at 12:08

Gosh!!

i Hate this feeling sia..

the feeling which u feel so down n loney..

first u'r ther, next u'r gone..

then u'r ther again..

then gona again.

haiyo!

& i pity my bestfriend jan..

her guy hav not been calling or msgin her for 4days..

without knowing y..

she msg, he nvr reply..

haiz..

why are we so weak??

then i told her,

"babe, look, he is in camp, at least u know wer is he.. at camp..

unlike some people in the outside world, u dont noe anything,

wher he go? what he do? hav he eaten? is he safe? is he doin anything bad..?

which one u wan?? & what can he do in camp dear?"

it was one min slient.

"Yalah!"

"True, at least i know, but i just dont understand y he nvr msg.."

she said..

"get used to it k j.. its gonna be for years he's in camp..

If u love him, then stay.. & understand k j.. Can?"

She smile..

heheh..

"Eh, then you leh? How?"

My replied was simple..

"he's bill cut off aldy, he is not workin, so he cant call or msg,

so, i dont wan to hope anything or even expect anything..

wat i know, i love him.. tats it.

but he play behide my back or do other bad things,

its up him to think, he is big euf..

If he thinks he wanna play ard, then with all do respect the door is tat way..

the bitch isnt out yet..

so, I dont give a hell fuck anymore.

wanna call or dont wan,

wanna meet or not..

up to him..

But my heart, my mind i already have him..

Fullstop!"

both of us smile..

we dont give a hell anymore..

to hope,

to understand toooooo muchhhhhh.

JUST SO HURTING!

Signin off!

RockChic..

I'll play for you.

Sickness!

Friday, July 17, 2009 at 11:51

Im so worried about my health..

after one by one,

it just come to me like a running tap..

sometime i feel i dont deserve to be with anyone..

bcoz i dont wan them to suffer with me..

But something a care from the person is good euf..

e.g - you told me that u'r sick, havin a fever & ur body is soo weak..

& wat kind of reply would u wan?

"ok den"

"ouhk"

"k"

When to think of it..

Its better to let go, even hw much i love the person or ur love ones..

coz youself get hurt, not others..

sooner or later they will be over it..

Later complain too much,

they will this n that..

I feel so empty..

If only i could jump down! hahah

But seriously who will wanna accept a sick person..

which full of sickness..

You tell me.. haiz..

KILL ME!!

I wish you knew..

signin off..

Hidzelicious..

I'll play for you.

You're Not SORRY..

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 at 18:04

If the song is meant to be,

I'll play it for you..

All this time I was wasting

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again,

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry,

no no ohh

Looking so innocent,

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone T

his is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry,

no no, ohh

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry,

no no ohh

I'll play for you.

The day comes... Mummy birthday!!

Friday, July 10, 2009 at 07:26

Mummy Birthday..

My Family..

Mummy..

The cute little kid!

Myself & her

the day has come..

The day we planned for so long..

The day we talked about everday..

MUMMY BIRTHDAY!

All of us took off day on the 10/07/09,

to celebrate her birthday..

As the mrng come, all of us surpose to act tat we r workin & go out as per normal,

but, tat mrng, all of us are too tired to even get up..

then we heard a voice sayin,

"eh, tak kerje pe korang?? dah pukul berape nie??!"

guess wats our answer..

kak nana - "today i take half day, start work at 1pm..

kak mimi - "Im working la, but late. Waiting for eddie..'

Myself - "today i got course, my course start at 2pm"

all of us - "dont disturb la..."

hahaha..

it was soo funny wen u think about it.

All of us is havin half day on the same day??

cnt b right??

hahaha..

what the hell..

As for me,

i woke up at 9plus, waited for someone to call..

to meet..

but, Guess what time he call..

4PM!!

Haizz..

so much of hoppin!!

argg! forget about it..

Back the birhday,

everybody was so busy preparing the things..

pick my bestie up..

wait for the foods to come..

set up the place..

gosh..!

so tired..

The TIME have come!

everybody slient..!

she open the door..

BOO! Happy Birthday Mummy!

The look on her is so happy..

heh..

take pictures, cut the cake..

& watch a video that all the children put together..

Then dinner is serve..

enjoy urself..

The day end up wonderful..

everybody was ther..

Thank you everyone for makin it happen!

WHEE..

till the next..

Signin off..

RockChic..

I'll play for you.

National Day! NE show!!

Sunday, July 5, 2009 at 10:24

The crazyness we share at NDP...

Clueless!!

Smile gerls..

In the cab goin 2 marina..

LadiesChic..

It was Saturday 040709...

It was workin day as per normal fr me..

gosh!!

But MY BESTIES, was on afternoon shift,

she die2 wanna to the ndp, she went to my clinic to take MC!

idiot sia..

hahahah!!

After work rush down back to change,

but before that we went cwp..

Then suddenly,
"U'r hot & u'r cold, u'r in & u'r out", the phone rang..

& it was my dad!!

He ask, "eh, 'he' wanna come over the house take his things, what tings??

I was like wtf!

Cnnt msg or call me first uh & tell me tat u cmin..?

Hav some tot la!

gosh!!

So we rush back home..

5min later wen we reach home, the door bell rang.

& ther he is..

I open the door..
He was shock to see me.. "SHIT", he said..

I gave him a stare..

Quickly take his things & pass to him..

Then BE GONE!!
Quickly change, wear make up, style up my hair..
voroooooo!!
rush down to marina..
& ther we was..

gosh..

freakin miss those days we hav my wild freakin time..!!

wahaha!!

We went to meet our old friends..

MISS THEM sia..

We had F-U-N!!!

So hyper!!

crazy bitches..
HEh!!
The memorial day..

Full oF funnnnnnnn!

I don't want the day to end yet..

But it was super late..

Sooo, Goodbye & Gd Nite..

Heh!!

Till the nex one..

Rockchic..

I'll play for you.

hey ladies lyrics!

Thursday, July 2, 2009 at 12:58

i love this song..

wahahah!!

the lyrics is good..

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin

Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur

Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta

Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong

Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah

Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan

Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak

Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu

Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk

Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada

Semogalah kita semua akhirnya

Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin

Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur

Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis..

Enjoy!!!

signin off..

RockChic..

I'll play for you.

Hidayah a.k.a YaYa
She > who dont give a heck wat people think of her..
She > crazy over dancing...
She > having a weird attitude...
She > that u never understand..
She > can be a nice & also be pain in E ass..
She > In Love With Her PoliceMan..
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