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I Don't give a fuck anymore..
Friday, July 24, 2009 at 12:08

Gosh!!
i Hate this feeling sia..
the feeling which u feel so down n loney..
first u'r ther, next u'r gone..
then u'r ther again..
then gona again.
haiyo!

& i pity my bestfriend jan..
her guy hav not been calling or msgin her for 4days..
without knowing y..
she msg, he nvr reply..
haiz..
why are we so weak??
then i told her,
"babe, look, he is in camp, at least u know wer is he.. at camp..
unlike some people in the outside world, u dont noe anything,
wher he go? what he do? hav he eaten? is he safe? is he doin anything bad..?
which one u wan?? & what can he do in camp dear?"

it was one min slient.
"Yalah!"
"True, at least i know, but i just dont understand y he nvr msg.."
she said..
"get used to it k j.. its gonna be for years he's in camp..
If u love him, then stay.. & understand k j.. Can?"
She smile..
heheh..

"Eh, then you leh? How?"
My replied was simple..
"he's bill cut off aldy, he is not workin, so he cant call or msg,
so, i dont wan to hope anything or even expect anything..
wat i know, i love him.. tats it.
but he play behide my back or do other bad things,
its up him to think, he is big euf..
If he thinks he wanna play ard, then with all do respect the door is tat way..
the bitch isnt out yet..
so, I dont give a hell fuck anymore.
wanna call or dont wan,
wanna meet or not..
up to him..
But my heart, my mind i already have him..
Fullstop!"

both of us smile..
we dont give a hell anymore..
to hope,
to understand toooooo muchhhhhh.
JUST SO HURTING!


Signin off!
RockChic..

I'll play for you.