Its harder than i thought.. As I took the last look at him & walked away.. Holding his ring tightly, while holding my tears.. I walked off, i cried running to my friend.. The words that 'He attached' is still freshly in my head.. I still remember when you are the one who said, 'I don't have any replacement when you leave but you already have..' Now who's the one who is attached..? After everything i go thru for you.. I don't even deserve a word from you?? Why is your ego & pride is so big?? WHY?? You really hurt me this time.. 3 years ago, I left bcoz of your ego & pride.. Then i accept you again 1 year later.. You left without saying goodbye.. Now, i left bcoz of the same reason.. You really hit me down all over again.. I guess you love doing that uh?? Thanks baby.. You won.. I deleted in total of 630 of your msg, i swear its very painful.. When I read the times you were in camp.. All your words, your sweetness, your love towards me.. Gosh.. But when you are not.. You change.. You are no longer the person I love.. But I just stay strong coz I don't want to leave anymore.. But your attitude, ego & pride.. Its really killing me..
I thank you for everything you done over & over again.. Goodbye.....
I'll play for you.
About Her & Only Her..
Hidayah a.k.a YaYa
She > who dont give a heck wat people think of her..
She > crazy over dancing...
She > having a weird attitude...
She > that u never understand..
She > can be a nice & also be pain in E ass..
She > In Love With Her PoliceMan..
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