RockChic - LadyChic

Pixie Lott - Broken Arrow - Official Lyrics

2010-11-10T11:18:00.000+08:00

**Like a Broken Arrow...**

Walking away...

2010-11-10T11:04:00.002+08:00

Its harder than i thought.. As I took the last look at him & walked away.. Holding his ring tightly, while holding my tears.. I walked off, i cried running to my friend.. The words that 'He attached' is still freshly in my head.. I still remember when you are the one who said, 'I don't have any replacement when you leave but you already have..' Now who's the one who is attached..? After everything i go thru for you.. I don't even deserve a word from you?? Why is your ego & pride is so big?? WHY?? You really hurt me this time.. 3 years ago, I left bcoz of your ego & pride.. Then i accept you again 1 year later.. You left without saying goodbye.. Now, i left bcoz of the same reason.. You really hit me down all over again.. I guess you love doing that uh?? Thanks baby.. You won.. I deleted in total of 630 of your msg, i swear its very painful.. When I read the times you were in camp.. All your words, your sweetness, your love towards me.. Gosh.. But when you are not.. You change.. You are no longer the person I love.. But I just stay strong coz I don't want to leave anymore.. But your attitude, ego & pride.. Its really killing me..

I thank you for everything you done over & over again..
Goodbye.....

I don't know..

2010-10-09T03:01:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.. Should I be sad or angry or even jealous.. But if i said i was jealous, it will be way too weird la...

Today was a Fun Fun day with bestie ika.. Really had fun with her crazy cuzzy andy..

Its was also a tired day coz im like rushin here & there to get my love present.. But someone was thinking another way just bcoz i replied his msg late.. He have been acting weird lately.. Like as if he dont trust me.. haizz.. I was rushing like crazy, to make sure everything goes smoothly later now.. But somebody is just being pain in the ass.. Wanting to find fault wiith me..

While hanging out with them & my batt left with 1bar.. so i decided to off it.. when i switch it on, love sent me this msg.. haizz.. Dad called him up asking wher am i.. Lucky I was fast to cover up the plan..

I rush down to woodlands from bedok taking a cab.. Me & ika was telling the driver.. "uncle can drive fast.. Coz my friend wants to surprise her bf by 12mn, its his birthday" The uncle replied okay2 can.. He drive as fast as 120km/hr.. scary...! hahaha..

Once reached at his house, i was waiting for his sister to open the door.. & DOOM! hehehe..

I could see the smile on his face.. It makes me happy... Im glad that I was there on his birthday at 12sharp..! :)

I bought him a croc shoe.. Which is nicer than the one he wanted!! After cutting the cake & stuff..

Time for me to go home.. I was expecting for him to sent me to under his block or something.. I didnt expect him to sent me back home, like home coz he's GAY partner was there.. -_- hahaha..

But he just stood at the door & say goodbye.. Its kidda sad, coz i really needed a hug from him... But he just stood there... I didnt want to say much.. As i walked alone to the busstop.. Holding my tears trying to think of happy thoughts.. & Trying not to think of petty stuff I wanna be sad about.. At least he is happy right...

At least i made him happy.. But something just seem to bother me.. Haizz... Forget about it.. Its better off unsaid.. The only person who knows is my bestie ika.. She knows everything.. Im glad there was her.. (:

The day went well after all.. He is happy, i should too.. Love him alot! (:

Well.. Off to bed now! Nitez..

Shontelle - Perfect Nightmare... A song, I will sing for you..

2010-10-06T15:33:00.001+08:00

A song I sing for you.. You're my Perfect Nightmare

How would you feel?

2010-10-06T13:56:00.004+08:00

How would you feel if the person who you love most, dont trust you..

How would you feel if the person who you love most, is dont being ther for you everytime?

How would you feel if the person who you love most, seem like he/she doesnt care animore?

How would you feel if the person who you love most, is just not him anymore?

How would you feel if the person who you love most, is not the same as others?

How would you feel if the person you love most, don't understand what you want?

How would you feel if the person you love most, wants you to live the way he wan but not the way you wan?

How??

Sometimes it feels like i rather be alone in my life for now.. Sometimes i feel like he's not there. I cant help but to compare him with my exbf. I know you are not suppose to do that.. But i cant help it.. He treat me liked princess.. Like i was the one he tresure most in life.. But him, i dont feel the same way.. Im sorry.. Everynight i read your past msgs, it really made me cry.. The times you're the apply of my eye.. But now, u're just the lemon of my eye & heart.. He can be nice & sweet sometimes.. But most of the time, he really gives me a hard time.. I wonder how much longer i can this..

My sister ever say.. "Fiq cant give you what you want.. What makes you think he can??" To think of it, its kidda of true.. Fiq is the true gentleman cant give what i want.. What make i thinks that he can?? Haizz.. I miss the old him.. The person who makes me crazy in love with.. It really heart ache to see he is not him animore.. Everytime i put a fake smile, but how long can i do this..?

I dont know how much longer I can live the way he want me to do.. I scared one day i'll just give up & leave..

I dont know how longer i can be strong for him..

Why must I love him so much??

Why things have to be this way?

So many things to say.. But ther's no point of tell, he wouldn't listen aniway..

All i can do is breakdown I cry everytime..

Telling myself that everything is gonna be fine.. I just hope my heart is strong enuf to go thru this over & over again.. Dont expect perfection.. I just want him you love me the way he did months ago.. The way he love me now & last time.. I can feel its different.. :(

Everynight before i go to bed, i make the habit of readin at least 5 old mgs from him.. To make me feel the love i have for him again & why im with him again now...

I hope this relationship will last forever liked i wanted...

signing off.. *in tears*

Love

2010-10-05T11:07:00.004+08:00

Love

Love makes us do stupid stuff..

Love makes us do things we dont..

Love makes us crazy..

Love makes someone finds their inner beauty..

Love makes us forget who we really are..

Love makes things around you colours..

Just Love..

Just one word can really mean alot..

1st story...

Hakim & Siti

Siti is madly in love with Hakim.. They have try love few years ago, but it doesnt seem to work out..

Years later, they met again.. Start to hang out & havin meet ups & watching movies & late night chatting..

After 1month of dating.. They decided to give love another chance.. Erm.. The 3rd chances??

Everything seem to be just fine.. Perfectly fine..

Both of them are madly in love..

But as for Siti, she is still scared that Hakim gonna leave her, liked how he did few years ago.. Hakim went missing.. Out of touch, Out of reach.. She still having this scared feeling in her.. Its something which I would want to remember.. But sometimes, we tent to remember the bad more than the good ones..

As Siti can see the change in Hakim.. She decided to forget the past & start a new beginning.. But keeping in mind that this time, if things gonna get ugly again.. All she can do is to make this as a leason to learn...

Sometimes Siti felt the loney inside her.. The love hakim showed her is wonderful.. But sometime we tent to remember someone, & start comparing.. This is human tingy.. As she cant compare.. She have to accept everything.. Not everyone will be the same.. But sometimes Siti missed being pampered like a princess...

Now, its like karma.. Seriously like karma.. As Siti sat down & tink the things she done to her ex.. Its happening to her now.. Like RIGHT NOW...

Sometime she cry alone at night wishing he was him sometimes..

Like when siti need someone badly, when siti is sick, when siti is angry or sad with him, when siti wants to be randomly loved in one day.. Everyone have their ways of living.. Everyone have their own style of loving them.. But sometime she just wished..

Hakim, is the man Siti wanna be with right from the start..

The first time Siti remembered meeting him again.. Is the time she was very happy.. noting can tell the way she felt that time.. Noting..

She is luckly to have him, even when he cant be the man she want he to be...

but she know that she's happy to have him again..

But, Is Hakim is lucky to have her?

Do Hakim really love her?

Will Hakim be the one for her?

Is Hakim happy to be with her?

Will Hakim leave her again?

That remain unsaid..

For now, that's the 1st love story.. To be continue... :)

Another story will come...

The 2nd story is about

Hazrul & Shila

signin off...

It been a very long time!! :)

2010-10-04T09:17:00.002+08:00

Hello again! Wow, it been a long time since I upload my blog.. Almost 1 year I guess...Alot have happened for the past few months..& I really mean ALOT... The ups & down as per normal.

Ok, cut the story short.. I still have my besties with me, which Janice, Not only that.. I got my old bestie back.. Ika.. :) & the most wonderful thing that ever happened was.. Im in love with the same guy 3years ago!! The person who I really loved right from the start i met him.. I cant denial that its easy for me to forget about him.. Even if i have someone in my life, he is the person who i always remembered.. Its weird though..

Im basically happy with my life.. I have My 2 Bestfriends, My Love & My family.. Im more than happy.. Im glad they are with me through my ups & down.. But sometimes any of them can be really PAIN IN MY ASS!! heheh.. Well, thats the story of my life.. To my continue, the nex time..

The Greatful Family i Have

My Irritating beloved slibilings

The Love of my Life..

& My beautiful Souls..

Loves...

Stand by You... The song for her...

2009-12-09T13:28:00.002+08:00

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry

Let me see you through’cause
I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along’cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own
I’ll stand by youI’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Thinking of you...

2009-12-09T13:09:00.003+08:00

When ther's me & her..

I sat down quietly..

thinking the days both of us spent together.

last time, everyday we meet..

even we are damn broke n no where to go..

just meeting her makes me happy..

her stupidity, her blur2ness, her kindness, everything..

i feel we really lose in each other.

she busy with her new boyfriend which she didnt introduce to me..

every ex boyfriend she have last time, i will be the first to know.

I just feel so left out..

i told him that i miss her so much.

he said, go n msg la..

but, it feel different now.

is like i dont noe wher to start..

wher to begin..

i guess its no longer sister or bestfriend for life...

hope she is happy with her life now...

how i wish is like last time..

but too bad..

something are just meant to change...

When i watched bride wars,

my tears just running down my face...

the movie we watch together...

takecare..

missing you...

I dont noe who & where is she gone too...

2009-11-23T17:47:00.003+08:00

I feel like she no longer ther..

I have no idea where & what happen to her..

After what happen between she & her ex last time..

she change...

as if i dont even know who is she animore...

she makes everyone fall of her, then she broke their hearts into pieces...

she is not that kind of girl i know..

everyday i watch her moves..

hopin to c that she will forget that jerk...
& not treat other guys the same...

Its been a long time since i talked to her..

N i cant hide it, i do miss her..

the times we spent together..

last time, every single day we would meet each other & have fun..

But now everything is over..

Remembering when she " if im attach, u will b the first person i will tell la, promise.."

the next thing i know by myself, u r attach already...

haizz..

i know where i stand around...

If she realize, now i nvr msg or call her animore, even wen i need her so much..

she got her own life on..

sooner she will forget abt me...

When i watch the movie bright war again.

it remind me of her..

bestfriends forever no matter wat happen...

sisters? hahah..

noting lasts forever...

**hope u r happy babe..

all the best for you & him..

if he ever dare to hurt you..

u know who to call k?

my policeman will catch him..

ahahaha.. =)

take care girlfriend..**

Missing you..

My birthday! 31st oct 2009

2009-11-23T17:11:00.005+08:00

My birthday!!

The night i will remember...

My friends surpise me..

My boyfriend lie to me, that he not coming..

My bestfriend n him trick me!

Idiot..

hahahah

Thank you everyone for coming

Thank you for present...

Love you guys...

Muackz!

More pictures is to be updatin soon..!

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin Everyone..!!

2009-09-28T18:24:00.008+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!

Here are some pictures..

Ther more to come!!

My Baby & Me..

The Sisters...

Under the block waitin for the car..

The family of 3..

Sis Nana & Moi..

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin to all the friends out ther..
if ther's any wrong doing..
i hope tis wonderful month, u all can forgive me..
for those people who dont wan to forgive, nevertime..
i dont mind at all..
Im sorry for everything is ther's mistake i did or what so watever..

**To My baby..**
Selamat Hari Raya dear!!
heehe..
(bleh mintak maaf kat sinie..) hahaah
errmm..
Maafkan I eh klau ade salah selap ke ape eh!
kla, tu je..!!
hahaha..
the long vision, of couse cnnt say here...
=)

**To My Bestfriend Janice**

Hey babe..
Although you dont celebrate Hari raya..
you used to celebrate..
Im sorry for all the wrong things i doing to you..
I scolded you or shouted at you, or bite you, or bit you, or kiss you (haahah), and so on & on la.
Im sorry..
You're my only bestfriend who is always ther for me even wen i dont need you..
thank you so much for that..
I hope you can forgive me...
(next time i do again k?? )
wahahaah...
love ya babe..

Klah.. tats it for now,
will update more pictures soon..
peace out everyone..
love......

Sis Emy birthday!!!

2009-08-25T10:00:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday my beloved sis...

Loveyoualways..

My Hump.. My Hump... hahaha

Bella & Me..

The les.... WTF!

C the lips! haha

It was emy's birthday,
it was a birthday suprise for her,
everyone acted normally..
Until, she decided to go late..
All our plan are spoil due to delay of time..
i acted as if im goin out with jan..
Den suddenly, she asked..
"eh wat time u goin out? i go with u ah.."
we was like wth la..
i have make up an excuse just to avoid my irritaing sister...
hahaah..
At 5plus, at last she went out! Gosh..
Right after she went out from the door.. All of us, pack the things,
& rush off to Aloha chalet..

From ther..
we quikly unpack everything..
bbq the foods..
it was funnnn....
but, so sad... my baby cnnt come
coz he is working.. =(
but it was great after all..
Smoke al nobody business..
wahahahaha!!
well, my boyfriend understand..
But have a limit in watever i do..

Ther we were, waitin for her..
boom! the car drove in..
ther she was, SHOCK! SPEAKLESS!
u should c the face!!
gotca on candid camera..
hahaah...
NORMAl.. Singin..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
Here comes the cake..

Everybody was busy talkin and eatin..
then my brother asked me to pour this one big tub of water on my sis..
it was so funny hw me n jan act it out..
at last my brother carry the tub
AND
BOOM!!
hahahahahahahah!

Everything was goin so well..
another day of happyness in life...
=)

till the nex one..
Rock_chic...

6 Days Of FEVER!!

2009-08-06T13:22:00.005+08:00

Gosh!! 6 days of fever...

it was a hell la..

the whole day i was like lyin down at my bed,

nvr eat, cnt walk much..

my body was soo weak..

2 of my besties came to the house i didnt talk to them much..

The first was on wed 29/07/09

I aldy feel feverish in mrng..

i drag myself to work hopin everthin would b okie..

it was so busy.. i running the clinic wit the new gerl.

pity her, i was aldy sick n the patient is so damn irritaing la..

she kena scolded frm me alot of times..

but of couse i apologies after tat la..

then my temp slowly increase..

first was 36.8,

then... 37.4

then.. 38.5

THEN! 39.7!!

tats was the last part wer i flat to the ground..

my body was weak, hot, cold..

luckly ther was my guy bestie..shayfiq.

he came to pick me up..

he came in n saw me lyin down, face super pale.

he carried me up the chair n gave me panadol..

he clean up my hair, wipe my face..

serious, i was thankful he was ther..

if he wasnt ther, i dont noe wat will happen!

He clean up my work place..

& we waited for my parents to come..

While waitin,

the locker door was open..

i forget i hang a picture of me n someone together wit the tissue wanna be rose..

while he was handlin me, he looked up & saw the pic..

i was.. GOSH! damn.. i forget to take out..

at last he knows i gt someone new..

i cn see his face chance.. but he still put the smile for me..

He looked at me in the eye & asked,

U nvr tell him?

i was shock..

then i looked at him, & just keep quiet...

haizz..

he know i was avoidin e question..

he just heck care & carry on doin my stuff...

Im sorry Fiq...

I didnt mean to hurt you..

I really didnt mean to hurt you..

*sometime we have to act like everything is goin normal wen its not..*

* pretendin to love someone love else, just to make someone forget & hate..*

*wen in the state of dilemma we tends to do someting we dont realize which is right or even wrong*

My parents came..

I & him went down quickly. my face of coved by the mask n his jacket..

we rush to hospital..

Then in the car,

my parents think we are bck together..

i was wth..

he is only my bestfriend la...

Over at the hospital, I didnt hav to wait for long...

they push to the fever zone get my checked up..

n off i go wot 1 week hospitalization leave..

>br>

The whole week was a drag..

my guy bestie came to the house to c me everyday w/o fail..

makin sure, i eat, i sleep well, i eat my meds..

hahah..

so nice of him..

tats y i loved him b4!

heh!!

after 6days! AT LAST!! its gone!!

Free from fever!!

hahaha

Sheeshaaaaa.......

2009-07-26T18:53:00.003+08:00

Sheeeshaaaa....

In middle of the road..

My two bestiee....

Myself...

Ceh!! C the smoke! heh!

me & jan..

& its SUNDAY!!

Gosh! nt euf rest sia...

haiyo!!!

Have being doing opening, closing, openin, closing..

gosh..

its killing me man..

Went out to follow my sis conred hotel..

finish her work while i study for my FFT..

super stress la..

took the practise test at internet..

freakin keep failing..

damn! c la, nvr study..STUDY wat..

heheh..

practise2..

Met my two bestie..
The four us, thinkin wer to go..

then we decied to go SHEESHaa again!!

hahah..

so four of us walk to bugis..

talk2, walk2, laugh2, sing2..

like crazy kids.. hahah..

At sheesha, we played true, dare..

Damn funny sia..

my sis asked jan,

"wat hav u seen???" lol!

big? small? soft? hard? crispy? medium?

which one??

WTF!

shayfiq is only guy ther..he was wtf sia these gerls...!

goodness...

hahaahah!

funny sia..

then talked to jan about stuff..

**babe.. be patience okie.. everything is gonna b fine.. have faith in it okie..

i hav been thru wat u r goin nw.. so i noe hw u feel..

it hurt damn bad la.. i noe.. but remember, life hav to go on..

even if takes a long time to get over it..

try ur best..

but i can you its hard.. u noe hw long i take to forget abt muz rite??

almost 1year..

u might b the one who suffer alot.. later u will nvr noe wat will happen..

so babe.. take it slow k..

REMEMBER tat u also hav ME!

i always b ther for me..

wen u need or dont need me... okie..

i love you babe.. **

thats all folks..

sighin off..

RockChix

Fireworks..

2009-07-25T07:51:00.000+08:00

It was saturday..

& i was dragin myself to work..!

i have to work alone..

wth! boredness sia..

It wasnt really busy..

have time to update my blog, watch video clips, chat..

I told him was super bored,

My ex, confernce everyone i noe in chat..

it was funny & full of laughter..

Unstop action!!

Then it was time!

Took my own sweet time to close n get ready..

Went down to tamp.

I slept during the "linggang perut"

hahah..

sleepy sia..

msg2 people..

whee! go home!

but i wasnt goin home..

Me goin home wen its only 6plus?? NO WAY!!

LOL..

Who else i meet,

My bestie gerlfriend..

So we went to watch fireworks..

Got ALOT of handsome guys..

as wat we both do best..

(Look.. They smile, We smile..)

But before that just who i saw!

Him.. My ex..

he with his friends..

then he msg me..

we join them for dinner at tong seng..

then j & me wanted to go home first bcoz i wanted to drink..

wth!! okie2.. drinkin is bad, but i wanna try once.

so y not nw..

im a free bird.. so do watever i cn as it last..

heheh..

we went to 7E to buy the drink, Blackcurrent vorka...

it teste gasy & bitter..

it was nice la.. not bad..

ouh gosh..

Good Girl Gone Bad..

hahah..

So as we walk, he wants to send me home..

so, i think2..

okiela.. since he is goin the same direction..

why not..

talk2 about the past.. how we noe each other,

wen we remember, both of laugh.. stupid sia..

hahah..

send me under the blk neat to the bussptop..

then off we go..

Wonderin.. Will ther be us again..

too bad, wat is gone is gone..

Sometime we don't treasure the someone..

& when they are already gone..

Thats the time when u regret & there's no point..

singin off..

RockChix..

I Don't give a fuck anymore..

2009-07-24T12:08:00.000+08:00

Gosh!!

i Hate this feeling sia..

the feeling which u feel so down n loney..

first u'r ther, next u'r gone..

then u'r ther again..

then gona again.

haiyo!

& i pity my bestfriend jan..

her guy hav not been calling or msgin her for 4days..

without knowing y..

she msg, he nvr reply..

haiz..

why are we so weak??

then i told her,

"babe, look, he is in camp, at least u know wer is he.. at camp..

unlike some people in the outside world, u dont noe anything,

wher he go? what he do? hav he eaten? is he safe? is he doin anything bad..?

which one u wan?? & what can he do in camp dear?"

it was one min slient.

"Yalah!"

"True, at least i know, but i just dont understand y he nvr msg.."

she said..

"get used to it k j.. its gonna be for years he's in camp..

If u love him, then stay.. & understand k j.. Can?"

She smile..

heheh..

"Eh, then you leh? How?"

My replied was simple..

"he's bill cut off aldy, he is not workin, so he cant call or msg,

so, i dont wan to hope anything or even expect anything..

wat i know, i love him.. tats it.

but he play behide my back or do other bad things,

its up him to think, he is big euf..

If he thinks he wanna play ard, then with all do respect the door is tat way..

the bitch isnt out yet..

so, I dont give a hell fuck anymore.

wanna call or dont wan,

wanna meet or not..

up to him..

But my heart, my mind i already have him..

Fullstop!"

both of us smile..

we dont give a hell anymore..

to hope,

to understand toooooo muchhhhhh.

JUST SO HURTING!

Signin off!

RockChic..

Sickness!

2009-07-17T11:51:00.000+08:00

Im so worried about my health..

after one by one,

it just come to me like a running tap..

sometime i feel i dont deserve to be with anyone..

bcoz i dont wan them to suffer with me..

But something a care from the person is good euf..

e.g - you told me that u'r sick, havin a fever & ur body is soo weak..

& wat kind of reply would u wan?

"ok den"

"ouhk"

"k"

When to think of it..

Its better to let go, even hw much i love the person or ur love ones..

coz youself get hurt, not others..

sooner or later they will be over it..

Later complain too much,

they will this n that..

I feel so empty..

If only i could jump down! hahah

But seriously who will wanna accept a sick person..

which full of sickness..

You tell me.. haiz..

KILL ME!!

I wish you knew..

signin off..

Hidzelicious..

You're Not SORRY..

2009-07-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

If the song is meant to be,

I'll play it for you..

All this time I was wasting

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again,

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry,

no no ohh

Looking so innocent,

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone T

his is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry,

no no, ohh

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry,

no no ohh

The day comes... Mummy birthday!!

2009-07-10T07:26:00.000+08:00

Mummy Birthday..

My Family..

Mummy..

The cute little kid!

Myself & her

the day has come..

The day we planned for so long..

The day we talked about everday..

MUMMY BIRTHDAY!

All of us took off day on the 10/07/09,

to celebrate her birthday..

As the mrng come, all of us surpose to act tat we r workin & go out as per normal,

but, tat mrng, all of us are too tired to even get up..

then we heard a voice sayin,

"eh, tak kerje pe korang?? dah pukul berape nie??!"

guess wats our answer..

kak nana - "today i take half day, start work at 1pm..

kak mimi - "Im working la, but late. Waiting for eddie..'

Myself - "today i got course, my course start at 2pm"

all of us - "dont disturb la..."

hahaha..

it was soo funny wen u think about it.

All of us is havin half day on the same day??

cnt b right??

hahaha..

what the hell..

As for me,

i woke up at 9plus, waited for someone to call..

to meet..

but, Guess what time he call..

4PM!!

Haizz..

so much of hoppin!!

argg! forget about it..

Back the birhday,

everybody was so busy preparing the things..

pick my bestie up..

wait for the foods to come..

set up the place..

gosh..!

so tired..

The TIME have come!

everybody slient..!

she open the door..

BOO! Happy Birthday Mummy!

The look on her is so happy..

heh..

take pictures, cut the cake..

& watch a video that all the children put together..

Then dinner is serve..

enjoy urself..

The day end up wonderful..

everybody was ther..

Thank you everyone for makin it happen!

WHEE..

till the next..

Signin off..

RockChic..

National Day! NE show!!

2009-07-05T10:24:00.000+08:00

The crazyness we share at NDP...

Clueless!!

Smile gerls..

In the cab goin 2 marina..

LadiesChic..

It was Saturday 040709...

It was workin day as per normal fr me..

gosh!!

But MY BESTIES, was on afternoon shift,

she die2 wanna to the ndp, she went to my clinic to take MC!

idiot sia..

hahahah!!

After work rush down back to change,

but before that we went cwp..

Then suddenly,
"U'r hot & u'r cold, u'r in & u'r out", the phone rang..

& it was my dad!!

He ask, "eh, 'he' wanna come over the house take his things, what tings??

I was like wtf!

Cnnt msg or call me first uh & tell me tat u cmin..?

Hav some tot la!

gosh!!

So we rush back home..

5min later wen we reach home, the door bell rang.

& ther he is..

I open the door..
He was shock to see me.. "SHIT", he said..

I gave him a stare..

Quickly take his things & pass to him..

Then BE GONE!!
Quickly change, wear make up, style up my hair..
voroooooo!!
rush down to marina..
& ther we was..

gosh..

freakin miss those days we hav my wild freakin time..!!

wahaha!!

We went to meet our old friends..

MISS THEM sia..

We had F-U-N!!!

So hyper!!

crazy bitches..
HEh!!
The memorial day..

Full oF funnnnnnnn!

I don't want the day to end yet..

But it was super late..

Sooo, Goodbye & Gd Nite..

Heh!!

Till the nex one..

Rockchic..

hey ladies lyrics!

2009-07-02T12:58:00.000+08:00

i love this song..

wahahah!!

the lyrics is good..

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin

Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur

Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta

Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong

Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah

Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan

Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak

Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu

Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk

Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada

Semogalah kita semua akhirnya

Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin

Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur

Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis..

Enjoy!!!

signin off..

RockChic..

Trust..??

2009-06-29T15:01:00.001+08:00

Some people this world, its hard to trust..
Some people is full of sweet talk mother f*****..

& make other people fall of it..

Gosh..

Got such people in this world who are cruel euf, huh???

Most, girls will happen to be the one who suffer..

sux isit??

Now..

I dont even know i can trust you..

You seem you can be trusted..

But then again..

haiyo!

Im so damn afraid..

i dont noe what to do..

Are you just like another sweet talker mother F*****?

You seem so different now..

Well, I cant do or say much things

coz im nodody to you..

mayb i hope too much..

mayb i think too much..

mayb i ask too much..

Haizz..

If you people attent to playin ard,

by all means,

Get urself out the door..

If you wanna play dirty,

i will make ur life a livin hell..

I can be very nice,

but i can also be very bad..

remember that..

Im confuse!!!

help my dear janice!

Whee!! Pay in!!

Shopin!!!!!!

hahaah!!

I wanna buy camera!

gosh!!

nex month then i cn have it..

SO LONG!!

signin off..

RockChic..

Fuck You.. Fuck You very very much!!

2009-06-26T15:22:00.000+08:00

Look inside,

Your tiny mind.

Then look a bit harder,

cause we're so uninspired.

So sick and tired.

Of all The hatred you harbor,

so you say It's not okay to be gay,

Well I think You're just evil.

You're just some racist.

Who can't tie my laces,

You're point of view Is medevil.

Fuck you,

fuck you Very, very much.

Cause we hate What you do And we hate Your whole crew

So please Don't stay in touch,

Fuck you,

fuck you Very, very much

Cause your words Don't translate And it's getting Quite late

So please Don't stay in touch. Do you get,

Do you get A little kick out.

Of being small minded

You want to be Like your father His approval your after

Well that's not how

You'll find it

Do you

Do you really enjoy

Living a life

That's so hateful

Cause there's a hole

Where your soul

Should be

You're losing

Control of it

And it's really

Distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you Very, very much

Cause we hate

What you do And we hate

Your whole crew

So please

Don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you Very, very much!!

FamilyDay Out..!

2009-06-21T17:14:00.000+08:00

The Family Day Out...

Bluek!!

Sis liza, Myself & Sis nana..

The sisters for Life...

2 Crazy people..

Daddy "angel"

It was on 21/6/2009
& its family day out!

it been a long time since we family did this..

All surpose to meet at Clementi Chicken Rice Shop at 4pm..

BUT at 3plus..

My sister & me still at Home SLEEPIN!!

Then, here come the lion!

"OI! Wat time now??!! WaKE UP LA!! huh! When ur boyfriends al call to meet! ah, so fast wake up & get ready! When come to all this.!!"

shouting2 away..

Me & my sis was like wtf!

Can Shut up not..

Dont Spoil the day la..

Haiyo..

We quicky change & get ready, so he shut up..

& ther we was at clementi...

but we have to wait fr my irritating sister n brother

who reach the 1hr plus!!

we were so hungry la!!

gosh...

at last they arrive!!

Start EATIN!!

After eatin, the sisters & brother

went one side to talk abt Mummy birthday..

on another hand,
dad n mummy was like wonderin is the childrens talkin abt..

hahah!

the LOOK on their face..

Then we decided to go to the SAF place..

Rush..Rush..

Say goodbye to mummy & dad..

BUT they also wan to follow..

"Too bad, the age above 50, are not allow to follow"

said my sister..

hahahaha!!

We went down to SAF place..

1 word! BEAUTIFUL!

the view of the place is so nice..

its like in hawai.

hahah..

TALK

TALK
TALK
TALK
TALK
TALK

THINK
THINK
THINK
THINK

Then off we go to Jalan Kayu..

Hang out ther & talk again..

THEN>>>

Suddenly!

my brother asked,

What happen between u & him??

soo Kpo! hahaha..

I just kept quiet & smile..

he keep askin, til i say..

"mind your ouwn bussiness please.."

hahaah!!

Then we talk abit about some stuff,

then,

FULLSTOP to it..

The day was so fun!!

WHEEE!!

Till the nex one..

Peace!

RockChic

Noting Last Forever..

2009-06-20T01:22:00.001+08:00

Noting Lasts Forever..

But if you put faith in it..

It will Lasts Forever..

Edited Pictures of Me..

Gosh!!

Today morning was soo boring!

Total of only bloody 29 patients!

bloody borin la..

hehe!

I slept ther fr 1hr again..

Super damn bored!

Time past so slow..

But this time i dont feel like goin hm..

bcoz today is wer everything ends..

Made my decision..

Noting will change my decision..

Give him 3 chances & blow it away..

So thats it..

Met him. Talked. Clear things up.

as wasted as i tot..

i cnt stand it anymore..

i hav to let go, even how much i still love him..

help me open up his eyes & mind

& tell him how i felt..

But i was wondering,

Will I be able to fall in love again?

Will I be able to trust again?

Will I be able to have faith again..?

Questions askin me..

But wit No Ans..

Thinkin, Thinkin

I WILL LEARN TO LOVE AGAIN..!

I WILL LEARN TO TRUST..!

Please make me stand up with my two feet strong..

Haiz..

Till the nex..

signin off..

RockChic..

another of laughter..

2009-06-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

Another Day of Laughter & Fun..

This is wen boredness cms...

Loving her... hahaahah!

wth!

The besties which goes thru ups & downs wit..

Stock to see you!! hahaa

BOO!!

Oh Gosh..!

step cute!!

peace out!!

The day went so well wen i meet my besties..

miss her so much!!

hahaha..

& waiting for his call or msg...

we had fun!!

Eat at tea tarik..

Eat Butter prawn n kang kong!!

wow!! so full!!

then went hm to grap the laptop..

then go starbux..

thats wer the pic from..

The day i smile unsotp..

w/o thinkin of anything..

loves!!!

signin off..

rockchic..!

Start to dance again..

2009-06-17T15:49:00.000+08:00

My lil dance partner!! haha..

yayyayayaayay!

she love dancin as much as me.. really!!

My another dance partner which also my bestie

they dont call me a dancer fr noting!

just finish dancin @countdown..!

drunken by YOU!!

wahahaah!!!

I was soo bored..

waitin fr someone to called..

hahah..

so, i watch all the dance show i noe..

n i miss dancin..

miss soo much..

i decided to start dance again,

even wen my bck hurts..

who care..??

limit2 endin up in hospital.

hehe.

if that's the only thing would kills my hurtness..

yes, i will do it again..

startin fr todae..

im goin bck straight today..

On the music..!

and dance till i drop!

wow.. tat will sure feeling good..

hahaha!

yeah! i so gonna to tat!!

whee!!

mind the crazyness..

its been a long time..

Till the nex one..

sign off!!!

RockChic..

Fun & Hurtless Night Till....

2009-06-17T11:21:00.001+08:00

16 June 2009..

Fun & Hurtless Night Till...

The day was so bored..

in hour only 1 patient came..

n another 2 hours, 1 patient..

it was a drag! gosh..

lucky i bought my sis laptop wit me, so I can find things to do..

Is like from 9am.. all the way to 5:30,

only 51 patient cm!

believe or wat..

I was so bored..

Listenin to music..

Till someone gave a missed call,

dont noe fr wat.. haha..

so msg him..

n he was like late for work...

hahah!!

So, i seated down the whole day doing noting,

playin the internet..

Cant wait to go home and .......

heh...

Then chated with my ex, Muz..

Irritating him..

He scolded me fr noting..

N he keep cursing me, goin bck late..

Idiot! really ean idiot..

hahah..

Look at the time..

N! ITS TIME TO GO HOME!!

YEAH...

So the happy..

In train my mum called askin wat movie to watch..

wth! hahaha..

i said.. DRAG ME TO HELL!!

haha..
but im nt in the mood to think about the problem..
I dont wan to think of him..
It will make me cry..
sux!

...

Met already..

talk n talk n talk..

time past so fast..

we laugh, talk, quiet.. then laugh, talk n quiet..

hahah..

It was fun being ard someone..

its so funny wen we saw a GUY wearin shawl over his head n look here n there..

then i said. wat if he bring a bom how??

OUH NO!

heh..

then said something nice n sweet..

that made me smile..

everything was goin fine..

Now i keep listenin to 'Thinkin of you by Katy Perry'

I dont noe y..

i just feel the song fits me..

Asked me..

"you listen to hip hop n r&b rite?

listen to delimma by Nelly.."

For you..

I forget hw the song like...

then sang fr me the first sentence..

hahah..

nice...

My besties msg me..

asking me why am i avoidin him..

i told her..

i wanna b alone.. i dnt wan to think of him..

not now.. I need time for myself.

Wen the time comes, i promise i will talk okie..

den the nex ting i noe..

she blame fr treatin him like tat..

WTF!

I was so sad..

First u said u will always b on my side..

Now??

He talked to you..

N you r blamin me??

you know shit about i feel okie..

You took my life away..

N nw, My only friend??

Wat else u wan?

My Family??

My day hav gone from good to worst...

tried to smile but instead tears cming out..

tried to hold it on..

but..

haizz..

i didnt wan to go bck yet..

i wanna stay and cry my lungs out..

but it was late n got to work mrng 2mr..

so, wit heart broken, sadness.

i went hm..

my sister noe wats goin on..

so, she just keep quiet n ask me to sleep beside her..

& my another sister asked..

why?

why fight? alah my small sis is always strong..

1 go, 10 will come..

i noe my sis.. she a strong who dont give a shit..

she made me laugh out loud!

hahaha...

msg, msg.. told to sleep early n rest..

but i found out tat didnt sleep..

haiyo..

bt i cnt say or do anything..

im nobody.. so i just say, "keep it up"

msg, msg, waited till fall asleep..

the nex ting i noe its 6am!

noo!!!

heh..

Till the next time..

signin off.

RockChic..

Remembering E Past..

2009-06-16T11:08:00.001+08:00

I miss schooling!!

I miss goin to school n being wit my friends.
havin fun.. crazy to e max..

haha.. miss those days..
N i miss all my friends!
gosh..
my friends is always be ther for me..
but now, everyone is gone wen i need them most..

**I still have my Besties! JANICE!**

thkz for being ther wen i need or dnt need u..

thk u fr everyting j...

she is always ther..
But i cant disturb her all time..

she have her own life too..

i cnt keep talkin to her abt my problem..

im sure she will get sick n tired of it.. heh..

so sometime..

i will alone, feelin lost and empty! heh..

here's the pictures of us sisters....

Like couple rite! haha...

We r stairght!

last year during ndp tea..

SHE LOVE DOUNUTS!!!

sisters!

i miss myself..

miss the part of me..

the crazyness of me..

short hair, piercin at my ears, jeans, conversshoes..

dancing wen as wen i wan..

free like a bird..

flyin ard.. but stop till someone stops me..

everything..

watever i love to do,

everything. stop!

without knowing y i stop wen they all my life time ting.

this is me last time..

they call my ROCKCHIC..

RockChic in e house.. hahah

Told he hw i feel..

but he just dont understand..

he thinks watever i do is stupid..

wen watever he do is right...

Talk to him soo many many times..

but noting work..

noting..

till nw.. i give up..

im down.

helpless..

sad..

frustrated..

angry..

hopelss..

everything..

the feelin is like my life is over..

i cant wit my two feet n stand..

i wan everything stop..

i wan to be love..

but i wan to hav freedom..

doin watever i used to do..

i just hope some day he will understand hw i feel..

and just be with me for wat am i to be..

you love me coz who i was..

not who i is nw..

talked to someone yesterday..

and he really make me tink..

it was fun talkin to him..

he advice me alot of useful things.

he really made me think..

we talk alot..
about our life..

everyting,

we talked about everything and anything..

we can just talk about anything in 4hrs..

we sit down..

and tell everything..

it was really fun..

he made me smile alot of times..

to him, he dont wan to b sad or think negetive things..

"THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON!'"

his favourite sentence..

haha..
thk u fr ur company dude

hehe..

you really made me feel better ytd..

thkz alot..

tats all..

signing off..

Rockchic - Ladychic

2009-06-14T19:14:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Its been a very long time since i wrote a blog..

busy, busy me.. work, work n work forever..

Life hav been great..

Never been better..

My life has been great ever since i met him..

but sometime i miss myself.. miss being myself..

when ever i told him that. he will blame it on me. and say its tis n tat..

this is the first i let a person take over my life..

its nt a regret..

but just wan him to understand, its so hard..

it is even wrong to miss urself sometime?

i feel like shoutin my lungs out loud..

crying out blood..

wat should i do?

who cn i run to?

world goin ard.

but i stuck here no where to go..

Family, Him, Work, Money, Friends..

haiz..

i just wanna be free!

fly as high as i cn.

shout as loud as i wan.

EVERYTHING..!

But i never regret every minutes of myself..

i just need space. i just need time, i just need a friend..

To lover, to friends, to family n to everyone..

its never regret being wit all of you..

signing off..

till nex time..

RockChic - LadyChic..